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Sunday, February 27, 2005

HELLO !

haas. its been LONG. yes i know.

and ohmyTIAN.. i'm getting my results TMR!? and i LOST my SINGPASS/PIN or wwadnots.

WHYIE MUST IT BE SO CONFUSINGG!? can't they just SEND my results to me. or make me go SOMEWHERE to collect !? CRY.

now i've to wake up EXTRA early. make my way to woodllands civic centre. MAKE my SINGPASS. call up e-services line. enquire bout my PINCODE. get some important stuffs that i MUST buy. come HOME and COLLECT RESULTS. die a HORRIBLE DEATH. and try to decide where to GO next.. and of cos. celebrate my 10th monthsary which so very UNFORTUNATELY falls on the same day as the results day. okay. actually. it should be... WHY MUST THE RESULTS COME OUT ON MY MONTHSARY!??!?! =|

alrights.. as you can see. major freaking outt. stressed up till... i have lost my precious ability to make my entries sound (most of the time these days) amusing to those who have the time to read it. or is my freaking out on my blog amusing to you guys?! lols. =x sorryy. =x

i'm just major freaking outt lahh.. i'll be FINE . fine... finee.. i HOPE i'll be fine. anyways. God has a plan for me... so i have to accept whatever results i'll be getting.. you reap what you sow.. no point crying over spilt milk yarr? *smiles. hahas. *takes a deep breath. that's just on my side. (i still have alot of people to answer to if i don do well.) BLAH.

i already screwed up my LIT. =/ can you believe it!? *CRY. and and. my maths. i really can't find confidence? chinese. okay lah. english. okay. combined science. okay lah. uhh. cxombined humans... ehhh. hmm. BLAH.. i better do well enough to go to the course i short listed. if nott. i'll. have. to. . . . i dunno. take private mass comm? which is damn BLOTTY expensive. SIGH.. i dunno LAH. *weeps.

alrights. brooding ain't gonna help at all... soooooooooooooooooooooooo.. =/ letsa talk about today.. after which i'll talk bout my week yess? *SMILE.

alrights. today was alrightts. mitchelll lead. sang nice songs. my mic was strangey loud. despite my i'm-trying-to-sing-softer efforts. i still heard mysellf loud and clear. NOT GOOD. reason? i think i sound like a lil kid when i sing. SERIOUSLY. *nods silently. =| alrights. hmm. we missed our monthly specials todayy. so sadd larr. =| ah welll. =| hmms. sat wit anna+gigi for svc.. hahas.. spent most of the time talking bout crap. whee. gi ah.. bleahs. i really pity that jnr of yours can. *tsktsk. go get to know her lahh? is she a christian?! bring her to churchh!! hahas. =) and ohoh. pray for her moree! i'll pray for her too k? smiles.whee. hmms. today was the qian bian wen da ti day. started with gi. den it was belle. lets see.
me+gi+anna: (we told her the pink panter joke)
belle: (didn't really laugh) i tell you a lame joke k?
us: nods.*
belle: lame joke !
us: *FAINTS.

hahas. apparently there was a series of it. =) the clean joke.. dirty joke. etc. very LAME lah. HMM. after servicee. went for lunchh! duck rice- ed ! haas. and i couldn't finish it!! YAY. =) =x poor him. BLEAH. after which. we had the first session of the worship acad !! =) vocals was taught by jonn todayy. hahahs. funfun. funny cos jon couldn't play the piano. but still he tried to play lahh. *pats on the back. hahas. =x i shall not be meann. kahh junn has a richh and thickk voicee! i have a.. i dunno wad voice. BLEAH. i cannot believe auntie bk asked me to go join uky and sing backup for adult svc. bleah. =|

oh WELL. after that . all of us headed to yf room and jammed! hahas. funfun. was singing singing singing. =) left at about 5++. headed home. tried to sleep. couldn't sleep. gave up at 8. watched bedazzled. and other crappy shows. laughed alot. using comp since 10..and i'm talking to him! why do i sound like i'm reporting to my blog? *blinks. BLEAH ! =)

okay. that is todayyy. ehhh. my week was alrights. spent the first 3 days watching stairway to heaven everyday. is a DANG sad. but NICE show. hahas. bleahs. i'm lazy to elaboratee. =x hahas. thursday watched castle in the sky with himm. wheee. cooked nicenice food. hahas. =) friday went to northpointt. watched constantine (AGAIN) but i was bored+cold. so 3/4 thru the movie we left. =x haas. went shoppingg !! bought 3 u2 tops. i wanna buy red earth's mousse eyeshadoww. meiimeii! =) i wan the booishpurpur one. and the gold one! MEIMEI. =D ! i wan the new body shop makeup collection.. the.. eyeshadow pallettee and the .. lipgloss!! hahas. =) yeahh. that's bout it lahh. came across this thingy on friendsterr. heh. =) enjoyy! be back tmr k? =)

Message to guys whos girlfriend"s dad doesnt like you...

This is a love letter from a boy to a girl....
However, the girl's father does not like him
and
wanted them stop their
relationship...... and so.. the boy wrote this
letter to
the girl.. he
knows that the girl's father will definitely
read
this
letter..

1----"The great love that I have for you
2---- is gone, and I find my dislike for you
3---- grows every day. When I see you,
4---- I do not even like your face;
5---- the one thing that I want to do is to
6---- look at other girls. I never wanted to

7---- marry you. Our last conversation
8---- was very boring and has not
9---- made me look forward to seeing you
again.
10--- You think only of yourself.
11--- If we were married, I know that I
would
find
12--- life very difficult, and I would have
no
13--- pleasure in living with you. I have a
heart
14--- to give, but it is not something that
15--- I want to give to you. No one is more
16--- foolish and selfish than you, and you
are
not
17--- able to care for me and help me.
18--- I sincerely want you to understand
that
19--- I speak the truth. You will do me a
favor
20---if you think this is the end. Do not try
21--- to answer this. Your letters are full of
22--- things that do not interest me. You
have
no
23--- true love for me. Good-bye! Believe
me,
24--- I do not care for you. Please do not
think
that
25--- I am still your boyfriend."

So bad!! However, before handing over
the
letter to
the girl, the boy told the girl to "READ
BETWEEN THE
LINES", meaning-only to read
1.3.5.7.9.11.13.15.17.19.21.23.25. (Odd
Numbers)
So.. =) !

this is for youu. -

You can't go farther
Than my heart can go
Cause I'll still be loving you
Through the sadness and the madness here
And I'll always be with you
In the distance..
Near or far.
Always.
For eternity. =)

;elysium.
10:37:00 PM